I am kleir (deliberating). I am pulled two drakhim (ways) by a happy dilemma, on the one tzad (side) having the desire to depart and be with Moshiach, for this is much better.1:23 2C 5:82Co 5:8
I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far;
NMVFor I am in a strait between two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Moshiach [Messiah]; which is far better:
TCENTI am hard pressed between the two. I long to depart and be with Christ, which is far better.
T4TThat is, I am not sure which of those two I prefer. I long to leave this world and go to be with Christ, because that will be very much better for me.