[88:15]From my youth I have suffered and been close to death; I have borne your terrors and am in despair.
NMV[88:15]I [am] afflicted and ready to die from [my] youth up: [while] I suffer youri terrors I am distracted.
OJBI am afflicted and govei'a (one being close to death) from my youth up; while I suffer Thy terrors I am distraught.
T4T[88:15]All the time since I was young, I have suffered and have often almost died; I am ◄in despair/very discouraged► because of enduring the terrible things that you have done to me.